Lovers quarrel

I loved a boy once he showed me something new.
I loved a boy once i changed to be all I could for you
I loved a boy once I thought we'd be happy ever after.
But those lies made my heart a disaster.

I begged a boy once to changed
I begged the boy once our love could stay the same
I lied to a boy once that I'd be the same as at the start.
I was a girl once but that was before the marks.

I loved a man but never the same
I loved a man he finally changed
I loved a man who'd give the world to see me smile

I lied to a man that I was still capable of love
I begged to a man to give me some time
I begged to a man I'd find a way back
But can we really go back?

I talked to a child once that was some time ago
I wondered what the world could be like if I learned to let go
Love is pain and so is life
So maybe I can figure this all out in another life

I can learn to love a man who was once a boy
I can learn to love a man who once almost destroyed us
I can learn to love a girl who now has many scars
Maybe I can keep going and learn to love once more

Reviews

[ren]

your writing is very symbolic and unlike anything i've ever read before. from your other work, you seem the kind of person who cares for others deeply, even if it drains you or costs you. a lot of people will try to take advantage of the love you offer. stay strong, keep going, and keep writing :-)

[Sage Kallen]

Thank you, ren.