Unfeigned

A story of how blessed I am.

Everything was just a big blur. Not knowing what will happen, not knowing what there is to come. I never expected anything like this to happen, didn't foresee that I will be loved unconditionally, never thought that someone so different (in a good way) would come and bring out the best in me, never dreamt about this, someone like me would be with someone like her. Can't help but think that what did ever do to deserve something so special like what I have right now. I am just so blessed.

It started with......

Questions, too many questions,
Difficult to ask,
Felt like a task,
Difficult to let it all out,
Difficult to be honest about,
Too difficult to express,
I was put in distress.

But just a deep sigh...

Too many thoughts floating in mind,
I could never lie,
This feeling is one of a kind,
Had to let her know,
Had to let it show.

You can never control what you feel,
Specially when it's real.
Took a risk,
Said everything on my list,
Made a confession,
And finally asked her THE question.

Days went by,
That she never crossed my mind,
Thought about her daily,
"I want this woman to be my lady".
Would give her the universe,
Didn't want any of this to be put in reverse.
Was so dedicated,
I got too fixated.

Spent most of the time with her. Then one night, while I was hugging her, cuddling.... Something came up. It was like I got shocked by 10,000 volts all over my body. It was the feeling of " I got to make this girl mine " I cannot hold it any longer. The feeling, the happiness, the overwhelming idea of being with her. I asked her to be my girl and my angel said "Yes". I am not perfect but I'm gonna do my best to make this girl feel how special she is, how important she is and how she changed my life. I love this girl to death and I'm not gonna do anything to let this slip away. I'm gonna do everything in my will to make make what we have last.