bad memory that haunts the

A bad memory that nobody should ever have to face and this story is a true story that actually happened to me and really I think more people should see what happens in the real world

 I feel like I need to run, I try to get away,But you grab me and wont let go,You force me to obey
,Its the only way,To get far away,You tell me its only this once,But I don’t believe,I feel him kissing me and feeling me,He says if I obey he’ll let me go,I sit there in udder fright,He grabs ,me and pulls me closer,Pulls me down,Sits on top of me so I can’t get away,I start to pull away
,But he’s too strong,I think about screaming,But Im afraid if I do I’ll get a beating,I try to get away again and again,After I obey all his commands he lets me go,He tells me that I can never tell,Or it will be the end of me,I try to hid the fact that it happened but its too much,as a month passes I finally tell,But nothing will happen,Because he won again
He follows me all the time and watches me as I walk everyday
When I see him my mind goes like a broken record on repeat
I try to have the strength to get by but really its just too much. He knew that nobody would believe me He knew that I wouldn’t tell As I look at my phone the next day
I see as texts appear Will go you go out with me? Can we do that again? Will be my girl? Will you obey me? Will you not tell?As I read I start to break into fear,
I feel like he will never leave,As I look back in the past,I wish that we would of never meet.
Never communicated one bit.Never ever do I wish the things that happened to me would happen to someone else
I feel like he played me all too well and I feel as though I’m a w***e because of what he did. I said no but he didn’t listen I wish I could go back in the pace and actually bit him or something so he would of stopped but I guess it would have just got me beaten by him. I hope that oneday my fear of him will go away and the memories of him will just escape away because I’m so never tired of being afraid and hearing the words did you like it echoing on and seeing the past when ever I look going threw my mind I feel like I could die because there's never a day that passes by and I don't say to myself why did this have to happen to me or did I deserve this. Even though I try to get over it I can never forget this and the effects of this. I really wish I would have believed what people said about him before all this happened because really he could have killed me or hurt me

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

A powerful story. Few people listen to warnings. Most of us must learn by mistakes. A wise person know when to run and stay away. I like the thoughts and description in the story. Thank you for sharing the excellent story.
Coyote

[Dr.Who.LOVER]

Wow. I can just feel the emotion coming THROUGH the words.
Great job