why me

I feel like I can't get away
go to sleep without feeling dirty
feeling like i have an std
feeling like it was all my fault
I try to blame myself for this
try to make it all my fault
the words how did you like it linger in my head
repeating over and over
I try to escape this feeling
but it never goes away
I feel like im dying inside
like everytime I see him
I feel this sharp pain
this feeling of just sprinting
like I need to get away
he looks at me with this smirk
he silenced me for so long
that when i talk about it
all I can is just cry
the words come out so choppy and thick
I feel like im going to choke
all I do is shake
and think why me

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Easy to feel guilty sometimes. When things go wrong. Must blame someone. I like the honest emotion in this poem. Sometime need to walk away and leave the bad thoughts behind. A strong ending to a excellent poem.
Coyote