One
night, I went for a walk. I was alone because that's the way I had
felt. There was no sign of the Moon but the sky was glowing of star
shine. I sat on a bench, threw my head back and sky gazed. All that time I
was led by a thought of senselessness, how I am so small and the
stars so big... They must be important, I thought, them being so far and
me being able to see them so clearly... They couldn't see me for sure.
One star drew my attention, pretty common though. As I watched her she
glowed more strongly, so strong that I couldn't see any other stars from
her glow... Amazed, I got of the bench and spread my arms. She was
coming. To me... Instinctively, I closed my eyes, contracted my eye lids
so hardly... Even though, I saw white, the light was too strong. Then, I
went blind and I couldn't see colors no more, as if they never
existed... I lost my hearing from the speed of which the star was
tearing the air... I let go. I thought with my heart then. I felt strong
love. Clean and plain love whose existence wasn't bothered by a single
thought... As my skin was burning from the heat of the star, at one
moment I felt serenity. I felt sense... A star saw me. Came to my
world... That star was you. Completely switched off all of my senses and
showed me how to love by heart... And, no, you didn't kill me. You took
me to a better world... A world where perfection exists.