Habit

your lipstick stains on my sheets
as i drain the blood from my sink.
f*****g s**t! i scream as i realize
i have set you free.
sharpening my knife,
loading my gun,
you made my life better
and now you're gone.

bang! goes one,
her lifeless body on the floor.
bang! goes two,
as her blood drips some more.
bang! goes three
but f**k it i missed.
i thought i heard your voice
saying "im here."
i miss you,
i want you back.
so please come and save me
from this inner psychopath.
but now i realized why you left,
its because i murder people,
and i'm a little distressed.