My HellA Poem by Wendy Sue
Although it makes me sad,
I push you away. Not as a test, to see if you’ll stay. There’s a whole string of reasons that cause this behavior. My heart won’t allow you to be my savior. Inside I’m not the same as I outwardly show. I have many thoughts inside, I can’t bare you to know. Keeping up with who I want to be in your life. At times feels like an impossible strife. I so desperately want to give you a consistent me. But I’m struggling to keep up with who I want that to be. If I shared this openly, it’d likely bring you closer in. But fear makes me start, then stop, over and over again. My heart wrenches at your messages I leave on read. While I tuck myself into my uncomfortable bed. I write this to no one, and for no benefit at all. Overwhelmed with loss, as I watch our connect fall. © 2020 Wendy SueReviews
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