Help!

Here I am again

Confused and alone

Not sure of what decisions to make

Or to just stay a prisoner in my own home

 

I have so many feelings that I just can't control

I just can't control or hide

I don't even understand them

I just know they're on my mind

 

I try to make sense of them

But I don't know how

They are teasing me

confusing me

I wish they'd find a new head to live in

 

I have a pressure cooker, a time bomb inside my head

its there when I wake up every morning

until I eventually go to bed

 

I try and distract my thoughts and feelings

Keep myself busy so I don't have to think anymore

But they consume me when I least expect it

I just want to get them out, but I just don't know how