EMPTY

you try to figure it out

As I wake up slowly wiping the night from my eyes...
It`s a new day...
New Start...
Sun shining...
But it`s January...
Doesn`t seem right...
A new year...
But still living in the past...
Thinking of our first time together...
Oh how sweet it was...
We met in school...
I was 12...
new to you...
You were danger from the start...
I was nervous...
You were strong...
I was warned about you...
How you have hurt others in the past...
How you would hurt me in the future...
I didn`t care...
I was nieve...
A virgin...
You felt so good...
Made me dizzy...
I just wanted more of you...
Feet on the floor now...
I drag my robe along with me...
Stumble down the stairs...
Wanting you so badly...
Anticipation gets stronger with each step I take...
Our last time together...
Just a memory...
But oh how sweet it was...
I walk into the kitchen...
Hoping...
Praying...
I spot you out of the corner of my eye...
Heart beating faster...
Sweating...
Could it be real...
Is this a dream...
EMPTY cigarette package on the counter...
It`s a nitemare...

Reviews

[Legacy]

First of all I wonder how many will correlate (Sun Shinning - with - January)... I guess it depends on where you live. Or what life you live.

"A new year... But still living in the past... " I used to wonder, even pray for Living without the past... Powers of retrieval by association, our emotions are always looking for new ways to exploit our past.

Wonderful write - amazing isn't it (atrocities make for such beautiful creations...?)

Legacy

[Tony]

Smoking is a nasty habit. But I do it anyway. Did I figure it out? This was a fun read.

[nvfuefe]

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