A letter for my love

A really depressing letter (no this is not real) and i had a little inspiration from the song crime & punishment, this is really short,i had this idea and was bored, so sorry that this was so short

Hello, How are you? I suppose your a little upset and sad, I’m sorry. I don’t me to hurt you, not like you’ll be hurt, it’s my life and i decided to do with what i liked with it. I know, that’s a little egotistic. You really think of me as nothing don’t you? It’s okay, I know you see me as nothing. I wish you could hear me, then you would hear how much i really care. If you had my heart than i would give you all of my love. Sadly, you don’t. I decided to use scissors, to repair the teddy bear. It doesn’t look as good as it did, but i still treasure it even though you never wanted to give it to me. I’m really worth nothing, aren’t I? In you eyes at least. Do you still hear the beeping? Or have i flat lined yet? Have i’ve died yet or am i still laying next to you? Or maybe you haven’t visited me yet, are you at home? Did you even tell anyone what happened that night? How you tricked me, led me on? Your probably going to burn this after you get it. Do you have regrets? I don’t, not anymore, although it was painful when you rejected me, i understand. Thee’s no point to my life now. I’m nothing to you, just a joke you made around school. I wonder if i’m being brave or a coward, or just a rash teenager? I’m giving you teddy back, please take care of him. I know you made not have the hurt, but give him to your little sister than, you could tell her the story behind that stuff animal. But give me a happier ending okay? I love you. There, i said it. Now your probably going to joke about this, or not. Have the police investigated you yet? It’s funny, i love you yet i want you to go to hell. God luck, my killer lover.

Author's Note

This isn't real, but I've had experience with feeling this way