Christ!

trying to write poetry

but cannot

what am I writing?

I do not know but should I?
No creativity I am writing about

CHRIST!

oh, now what?

oh, questioning myself on paper

oh, this poem is such a failure

notHinG better to do oh-

CHRIST!

help me now with idEas

noNe in MY mind oh No!

ClouDS in mY brain

haNd shakING WIth PEn oh

I am ill or sick? 

WanDering? on paperrrrr!

ah! thinking thinking thinking-

CHRIST!

bland taste on paPer

mask on mY braIN oh

I try to reach iT

But pirate is guArding ship and

swords oh yell

CHRIST!

I scream for you come with your horse now 

please now come

come!

now-

CHRIST!

Author's Note

no stealing please.