WHO BROKE MY TV SCREEN?A Story by JENYA personal experience ,that occurred while watching the film SIDHARTHA. You should watch the film. Its a Hindi film. Of course my imagination has a role in the desriptioon. WHO BROKE MY TV SCREEN?
Such were my thoughts when I first saw him. Dear
friends, you read my thoughts that I put down here for your judgment on who
broke my TV screen. I shall I write it in first person so that you will get the
feel behind my thoughts.
I believed what everybody said that you didn’t exist. Still some voice
kept murmuring deep inside me that you do exist. You are alive. And I was true.
Yesterday I saw you. Your eyes large as his, your countenance reflected the
same disgust for world, you walked as if in search of solace slowly and
uncertainly like him, yet, courageous, ever ready to receive consequences. Once
out of prison, you fell into other prison that you created for yourself, an
invisible prison which you mistook as freedom. Long
before you recognized the walls around you and distinguished the real prison
from the virtual one you had that quest for freedom in you. It was this quest
which presented you with the discriminative power. Do you know that? Otherwise
you woulod not have entered into Budha-hood. You would have lost in between.
You would have lost Sidhartha while you did never reach Budha.
Budha, my god I saw you. It is you. I saw you plunging into renunciation,
dispassion with my naked eyes. I saw you walking into eternal freedom. It is
you….it is you nobody else. Budha….my lord shall I touch thy feet. I
jumped out of my seat. Ran hysterically towards him, only to touch his feet.
Just to see him with my naked eyes and tell him that I believed all my life
that my Lord is alive. As I was about to reach him with my arms extended in
beseeching gesture, I heard the sound of breaking of glasses. It was nothing
but LCD monitor of my TV. There was blood all over my hands.
Dear friends I was watching a Hindi film named SIDHATHA in the wee hours
of a Saturday night. It was the story of a writer in search of himself. Never
in my life have I identified with the characters and story while watching a
film. I am thinking of buying a bullet proof TV cover for my TV. My doctor said
I must. Tell me who broke my TV screen? Sidhartha or Budha?
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