Moment of greatest peace

something i wrote for myself a long while ago. reminds of the past and helps me for the future

I see what you expect of me

I see what you need

But I just had a little thought,

I can't give you what you want

You say I have to try

But I ignore you and cry

I feel lonely in this world

So the descision I made, hurt you the most

I dragged the knife across my wrist and felt the blood coast.

I didn't cry this time

I just continued my crime

I felt my legs go weak

I heard you scream and Jacob speak

They tell me to stay awake

Don't cry for me, I'm not afraid.

I fully except the consequence

Maybe to you, I'll go to hell

I know you'd go up and talk to him, but there is nothing to tell

Finally, I fell onto the floor

I know I'm not perfect, I wish I could give you more.

But aren't you happy for me?

Something in my life I can finally see.

I smoothed out the crease

God forgive me, but I finally found my moment of greatest peace.

 

Author's Note

I hope this one is more deep then the other, enjoy!

Reviews

[carla]

that is a little depressing but its good. i like it a lot.