You can hate it when you're older, just don't let go.

n when your drinking with her, sharing laughs 

ill be with my sleeping pills,  shareing naps 

dreams haunted by lies you erected, 

broke my heart after you swore youd protect it. 

so when your dancing with her, shes looking in your eyes; 

and your getting ready to change in disguise,  

remember me, i hope you remember clearly 

now baby, do you hear me ? 

remember the hurt? remember the fights? 

remember staying up screaming all night ? 

remember the neighbors , remember the blood ? 

stayed and held on, pretended it was love?

& when it was all over, you'd tell me what i need

lie to me good, like an actor on scene. 

and your cue to kill the princess couldn't have come better,

it was dramatic; estatic, bi-polar like the weather.  

even though she did everything she could to keep him close 

 

she wasn't at the after party, partaking the toast. 

she was at home writing out the things that hurt her most, 

slowly shes transparent, unseen like a ghost

her smile fades in days, her eyes are clouded over. 

every waking day the heart inside her is beating colder

she thinks of the way the world has decieved her, 

crying her heart out when no one believes her. 

lashing at the people who make her crazy, 

laughing at the boys that think shes TASTEY 

she knows everything at once,  but nothing at all 

; but i hold on for life, because im no longer that b***h who falls. 

you may have got the best of me, putting me at my worst

always thought there was something wrong with me, 

but you lied that i was first. 

you lied and lied and lied some more, 

you couldda had me?  but have fun with your w***e, 

i don't need a tounge ring to make people like me

people usually hate me cause im too good,  but they wont fight me? 

im fast as lightning, and im frightening ,  b*****s all should know

 

im not dirty, but you have NOOO IDEAA HOW LOW I REALLY GO . 

i dont pretened to be something else, 

i've learned to love me more than anyone else <3 

im smart, im strong, im beautiful, im proud; 

of what MEAGHAN LEES means,  f**k the crowd;   

bunch of people that talk amongnnst themselves 

hate everyone else , cause they hate themselves 

get the f**k over it, ya life sucks;

and girls not a s**t cause she's had a few f***s

a guys not an a*****e, cause he changes his mind, 

SHUT THE F**K UP AND PUT THE PAST BEHIND 

shove  it to the very back of your f*****g mind; 

you have every day ahead of you to make yesterday better

lift all your anger and float like a feather, 

dont bear the weight of the world on your shoulders. 

love the life you live, you can hate it when your older.  

i hate alot of people for the bullshit they've done to me, 

but im too good to let it effect me

and i hope every good person out there, understands it too ; 

theres nothing better you could ever be, except you 

dont let other people bring you down, dont let anyone laugh at your frown 

dont every cry over people who really dont matter, and savour the moments you have 

cause it wont last forever.  always say i love you, im sorry and thank you 

you wont always have the next day available to you 

for every person there is a memory, for every momory there is a moment, 

for every moment  there is a chance; take it and don't let go,