a past of fightsA Poem by smexykitten3987just a freewriting
it seems every time i look away
there's another bill that goes unpaid while all my other friends get to laugh and play i have to watch fights all day every once in a while one goes to far like the time the windshield "broke" on my moms car its been an uphill fight right from the start ehhh there goes another broken body part what happened to the good day, back when i was five back when i actually felt alive i tried to stop them from fighting so they can start actually lighting the path for me to be successful damn, why is my life so stressful well, there's lives worse than mine so i guess ill be fine but there's still those times, when you think of ending it all but then u get that silent phone call the sound that rings in the back of your head that makes you think of what it would be like if u were dead but its too late your already wet drenched in your own blood that's when your emotions start to flood -don't feel like saying the rest-
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