Farewell

Torn between past and present, regret the future which lies ahead, yet unable to change it. Inability to accept acceptance.

Never liked having it all,
Now I'm with you, and I wish this would fall,
A love like this can never feel good,
You're always with me, it feels like a flood,
I miss missing the one I'm with,
And I miss the way her fingers bit,
The feeling like a scar on my neck,
The burning pain every time that she left,
A love that's made for people like me,
A love I lost, too blind to see,
Never been a first place before,
Not something I'd ever adore,
A love I can't accept, your feelings as well,
So, girl, if you read this, I bid you farewell.