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i honestly dont know what you mean to me lately. i have conversations made to be put in dialogue for us to read aloud. but when will i ever get the chance to present this to you? youre spending too much time away from me. and i guess its partly my fault too. but its not that i dont WANT to see you. im dying to be around you. i need to run my hands through your hair and create electric sparks (with eyes or amps). i feel uncomfortable with the way you look at me sometimes, but it also makes me feel at home. does that make sense? probably not. and the way you hand out your affections to people who dont even deserve the cards. i dont understand how people are forever searching when what theyre looking for is right there in front of their faces. do i have to scream this out loud? never mind, it'll probably confuse you even more and you'll pretend that what i said meant something else. i think i should give up on you.....this battle for your attention is only being fought with only one side knowing what the cause of war is. i want to put aside these feelings, but it's kinda hard with me kinda missing you.