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09-12-05

 

Stack what I've felt on top of each other

I'll wait for someone to find out

and shake everything down

Eventually I will fall apart

Don't trust these tear-stained lies,

because I wasn't mistaken

They were fools, and so was I

This is partly my fault

 

Bleeding myself out while I numb this pain inside

Trying to disprove my theory

that I am still not fully alive

 

I can't do this again

These walls are making it hard to breathe

Don't be tricked by false illusions

I'll try to push you away

but I'm asking you to never leave

Please ignore all my accusations

 

Why is it so hard to tell you this?

I've closed myself off to any unknown presence

that could shut everything down

I wouldn't put myself back together

Let me hide behind my smile again

and cover up my screams with laughter