I Never Wanna Feel Like That Again

These images of the girl

I used to be haunt me.

I see them when I wake up.

They are in my dreams.

All I see is someone lost.

All I see is someone trying to 

find a home. 

I look so skinny, so fragile,

so dead.

I look like a kid trying to be older,

a ghost trying to live. 

I try to throw out the images.

I try to burn the past.

But I can't get rid of it.

My mind always wanders to when

I looked like that.

My mind always wanders to when

I felt like that. 

When I felt cold and hungry,

dead and empty,

thirsty and dry,

skinny and homeless...

And I think about how I never

want to feel like that again. 

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Distant horizons]

great write. thanks for sharing

[Miss World]

Wow this was amazing. I could really relate and I loved reading this. You captured the moment perfectly. Great write :)