IN DEATH

It seems to be yesterday, i was okay and

free from thoughts and i sleep freely

it is finally here, to take me 

without allowing me become a full grown adult

oh, my heart is in fear and pain,

come to think about it, 

it is what i have always wanted 

to go away from a world full of sin.

But yet it hurts so bad to see my end

Why has the sun, refuse to shine and the rain keeps pouring out

tomorrow is here and yet i cry, i have a month to live

what is this feeling, what is life, what is the reason we live to die, i close my eyes in fear, it may not open again, 

the light is fading fast,the days are running,

the night becomes lonely.

this bitterness wont go away, tears falling down 

remember me when am gone, as a burning train

i kept wondering what it would be like when my eyes close

when my body turns cold, the more i wonder the more i get 

bitter and want to live in this life full of sin.

Author's Note

for those whom think life is unbearable and wants to end it, think twice because life is not worth such sacrifice since it has always been a world full of sin.
STAY ALIVE INSTEAD.