I wonder

A Poem by slfisher89

Hurry up: wait
Observe; stop
Stop; anticipate
Cycling continuously
Outside looking in
Of my life.
Anxious question time
While
Memories imprint others
But I need
Next adventure
Next experience
Next fix
Under my control
When typical occurs
Not compelled to seek out
But; when significance plays out
Can not enjoy. Must find more.
Know I'm inside out, fucked up
With no remedy insight.
Wish I knew how and why