Locked up

I locked myself in the room
So you can get no where near
I held my hands above my chest
Where I use to hold you so dear

I still fell the pain you left me in
When you whispered sweet nothings in my ear
You head me close and let me melt
In your arms I felt no fear

I thought we'd be together forever
But my assumption was no where near
The truth is that you cared nothing for me
The one I thought you held dear

I can keep hoping...right
That this was all a dream
That all of this pain was just part of a nightmare

Will I wake up in the morning next to you
If I don't it's my mistake and my biggest fear