Dep.

Just one of those days.

Can't figure anything out

Falling in a dark hole

No saving me

 

But you promised it'll get better.

How?

When my heart is running away from me

And breathing is becoming harder to do

 

All my thoughts are killing me slowly and painfully.

Can't I have someone to save me

Seems like no one wants me around

 I'm forgetting how to act social able around my peers

 

Maybe this is what depression is.

Never been diagnosed probably never will, because somehow I still have too much pride

Well actually I just don't want to bother others' with my problems.

It's not like anyone cares

 

Downing in my own darkness.

Can't tell if it's gonna be good for me

At least I'll get some good writes in that I'll never share

 Afraid of people seeing me weak when I'm the savoir

 

Trying to save everyone.

But I'm destroying the sparkle in my eyes

Seeing others happy, while everything is caving in around me

 

Not my best but probably the realest I'll tell.

 Keeping my secrets quite like the sound of the wind blowing

Yet they sound like a hurricane going through me

 

Set my grave on fire. And no one will miss me.

 Because I left the door hanging off the levers long ago

 

 

Author's Note

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Reviews

[KeeD]

This is a very deep and powerful write. Has a lot of emotion dug into the veins of these words. I enjoyed it.

[Jordan's Back]

This poems depth penetrates to the very core of the soul, Deep and mysterious.

[KurKota]

I like this very much.....conveys deep feelings well......

[skiayly]

Thank you very much

[Sevendayspast]

This is great! It's real and it's honest. Very fine work my friend! :D
-Chuck

[skiayly]

Thank you! :)