Have You EverA Poem by Nicole Schusterhopefully someone can relate, so i know i'm not alone
Not everyone feels the same things
None of us are the same But have you ever felt these things? Tell me, please, so I know I'm not alone Have you ever been so ashamed that the only thing you want to do Is crawl into a hole and never show your face again? To never let your embarrassment show? And never let your faults surface? Have you ever made a mistake that cost you a relationship? Said or did one thing wrong To make the walls go up? And no matter how hard you tried, you couldn't seem to break them down? Have you ever lay awake at night Overthinking and wishing you could change the past? Filling your time with regret And hoping for a do-over day? Have you ever loved someone so much you can't breathe? You don't know what to do or how to act Everyday, you worry about what they think of you And how they feel in return? Have you ever been unsure of what choice to make Scared that the wrong decision will ruin your future? Going back and forth between your options Trying to see where each path reads? Have you ever doubted your faith Wondering if there really is a God out there Unsure that your cries are being heard Or if you're praying for something from no one? Have you ever felt so alone That it's as if you're a ghost no one can see With no one to ask the question burning in your mind Why is life going on without me? Have you ever seen only closed doors before you Left thinking that there is no way out Believing that there is no reason for you to keep living, no hope for your future And just wanting to end it all? I've felt all of these things at one time or another Hell, I felt some of these things today But I want you to know, loud and clear And as a reminder to myself too WE ARE NOT ALONE
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2 Reviews Added on February 5, 2016 Last Updated on February 5, 2016 AuthorNicole SchusterTXAboutWhat if I'm exactly as dangerous as I think we all have the potential to be? more..Writing
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