Addiction

I will do it,
I can do it,
God let me do it.

Tired of waiting and trying
Tired of myself
An addiction unrelenting
Self blame self distrust

Let me escape
Please, let me escape
Let me breathe

Every moment a painful battle
I cut my scars deeps
Undying death
Eternity of slit wrists

Future is dim
Past is black
Present wavering

Carry me away
I can't lift myself off the ground
I've tied the ropes
Can anyone rip them away?

I will do it,
I can do it,
God help me do it.

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[TheSkyWritesHerName]

Can seriously relate! Lovely write ;)