and can anybody else see
that impefection
can still mean
beauty
and relize that most of your life
is not meant to go smoothly
and can you forgive me
for having a habit
of always running late
and not think it silly
that i still
believe in signs, destiny and
fate.....
and will you not think me ugly
if most of my teeth
are not lined up all straight?
and will you think less of me
since I dont care
if I wear mis -matched socks
and will you think im childish
since i
store silly memories
in a special
keep sake box?
can you forgive me
for sometimes
too often
being a little bit too unsure
and can you deal
that I still dont know exactly what it is
that I am searching for.
is it wrong to let myself
still long for hopes and dreams
and allow my emotions
to overcome me
and
be taken to the extreme
so go ahead
and tell me
how to make your corrections
to all my imperfections
and
how i should seek
much needed protection
from my own
mis-guided direction...
ridicule me for not always
hiding all my
flaws
and not always wanting to abide
to sociteies unforgiving laws
God forbid!
if i dont try me best to conform
and try my hardest to fit
what it is
they say is the norm
and is it impossible for you
to finally see
that what may be important to you
may not be important to me
and
maybe
just maybe!
what you think makes you happy
may be completely different for me!
so there is no reason for me
to chase after this facade
of what
you dreamt up
happy to be!
and you do not have to contort yourself
to fit this mold
and do everything
exactly the way
you are instructed and told
There is no need to let your percepetion of life
and your dreams
to be distorted
or
controlled....
and there is no reason
to allow your idea
of happinses
to be bartered or sold!