Narcissistic Cannibal

After all you've done to hurt me both inside and out... I hope you're happy. Based off of Korn's song "Narcissistic Cannibal". Check out Author's Note.

Korn 

"Narcissistic Cannibal"

(feat. Skrillex & Kill The Noise) 

"Don't wanna be sly and defile you

Desecrate my mind and rely on you

I just wanna break this crown

But it's hard when I'm so run down"

I'm battered and bruised

Exhausted; defeated 

But you can't see this 

You can't see anything beyond your poisonous "superiority"

"And you're so cynical, Narcissistic Cannibal!

Got to bring myself back from the dead!"

HOW?!

WHY?!

How could you be so selfish as my heart bleeds?!

Why does hurting me bring you such sick pleasure?!

I'm dying every second...

"Sometimes, I hate, the life, I made

Everything's wrong every time

Pushing on I can't escape

Everything that comes my way

Is haunting me taking its sweet time"

Why didn't I run or fight?

Why is everything falling apart?

I struggle onwards, screaming in pain, but you don't care

You're voice haunts me; I will always be nothing... 

"Holding on I'm lost in a haze

Fighting life to the end of my days..."

I'm trapped inside my mind

Everyday is a blur as I fight a battle no one can see

"Don't wanna be rude but I have to

Nothing's good about the hell you put me through

I just need to look around

See that life that has come unbound"

I don't care what you think

I'm done being a silent good little girl

Look all around you at this damage!

Is that empty bottle worth this hell you've heartlessly dragged me through?

"And you're so cynical, Narcissistic Cannibal

Got to bring myself back from the dead"

Sick and utterly selfish 

You've destroyed my heart. 

You've let your demons consume me. 

I'm grasping blindly to find my will...

"Sometimes, I hate, the life I made

Everything's wrong every time

Pushing on I can't escape

Everything that comes my way

Is haunting me taking its sweet time"

Tick-tock...

Tick-tock...

Let me go...

Just let me go...

"Holding on I'm lost in a haze

Fighting life to the end of my days..."

Author's Note

I don't have to prove anything to him. I owe him nothing.

Everything in italics is the song's verses, and everything not in italics is my own prose.

Icon art by DestinyBlue on DeviantArt. :)

http://destinyblue.deviantart.com/art/She-s-brOKen-347784088

Link to song:
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ywhvj7UaDHo

DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own the band Korn, or the song "Narcissistic Cannibal". Neither do I own "Early Rise", who is the band that covered the song in the YouTube link.

Reviews

[Dinali Sathma]

" Tick-tock...
Tick-tock...
Let me go...
Just let me go... "
You drop this dark poem into an even darker abyss of endless hate and frustration just at this line. I love how you combined the lyrics of the song with your poem. The fusion is wonderful that is to say your arrangement how it blends it. The words seem to creep into your soul. Fantastic!
Did you do the picture?
I feel bad for your dad. I'm hoping that some day things would lighten up for you and they'd be better.
Keep Writing!

[Horizon K.]

Never let anyone else's words define you. Too many are like this, putting themselves up by putting you down, the lower they are in life, the lower thier words are designed to push you, to be nothing below his feet that walk only in depths and never in the sky. Shed those words Nora, for you have everything it takes to fly. I'm so glad for the RO though. Sigh....

[Felicity's Eve]

Thanks. I'm glad I write this. It reminded me to be...me. :)

[Riding the Rainbow]

This poem express your pain in every single way..you don't own him nothing. He's NOTHING.
Well done, Nora. I'm proud of you for choosing your happiness than the others, for once.

[Felicity's Eve]

Thank you. I'm glad too. :)

[Riding the Rainbow]

enjoy my new poem "Have you ever..."