I Wish You Loved Me

A Poem by sincerlyryan

I love you,and i think you know that
which is why it so easy for you to hurt me
i count the days when your away,
i dread the days when i don't get to talk to you
i pray that one day well be together
but the way its going it seem likes Jesus isn't working on my behalf
should i stop perusing and move on
but to whom will i go
who will show me the attention you do
even if you don't want me
i love the way you smile at me
even if your heart isn't behind it
i love the way you laugh
where will i find that in someone else

why do i feel so alone without you
in a room full of others
if its not you,its not complete
why do i think about you more than you think of me
why do i cry when i think about how much i know you'll never want me
but yet your having fun leading me on
yet your at your house showing them the texts i send you
the facebook messages

why is this a game
why cant you be a man about it
why cant i be a man and want a woman
why cant you be open
why cant you just tell me
why cant i stop crying about you
why cant you have a heart and see mine
WHY CANT YOU LOVE ME........
is it so hard to do that
is it so hard to look at me
am i ugly to you
am i annoying
am i freak to you
WHY IS IT SO HARD.......TO LOVE ME,AND NOT HER