Abortion

Dear lord, please forgive me
Because this sin will continue haunting me
Forever in the back of my mind
A face I can never see

If only the situation was better
If only I was stronger then I am now
Maybe our paths could have connected
I could've kept you somehow

But this choice I make for us both
Is the best but maybe not completely right
Soon your existence will be erased
But never the thoughts of you that surround me at night

I love what will never be mine
And I cry at the thought of losing you
The fact that you'll never feel the touch
Of the mother you never knew

A perfect stranger to me
This world is crazy and wild
I have to be the one burdened
With the death of my first unborn child

Reviews

[Renée]

A sadness beyond words..you captured

[Panda]

Thank you, I'm glad you enjoyed it

[zainul]

Unexpected,undesired tragic end of a human life.
Eloquently expressed your feeling.
Penned with passion.

[Panda]

Arigato.