am i ugly or something to have so many people treat me wrong. i am beautiful inside and out and you tell me i am beautiful but then u put me down i have been hurt so many times i dont know what to do i love you and you know that i do but why do you always yell at me for something so little i treat you sooo good and i get put down for trying to be nice. we have been together for over a year you have helped me raise my son and i dnt understand why you thought it was a mistake picking me over your friends you said that my heart dropped i dnt understand am i ugly or something am i not good enough for you or what god please help me in my weakest moment or i will take a blade and cut the pain out of me myself.