waiting for u

u alone

 

I don't know whats going on,

But i can sense something is wrong,

Something doesn't seem right,

To find out i need to fight,

These stupid feelings in me,

That are as persistent as they can be,

Everything that i do is failing,

I get this feeling that i am falling,

None of the things i do seem to work,

With time i have become a sitting duck,

In this not so beautiful journey of mine,

Which has deprived me of reaching cloud nine,

There are not many times that i cherish,

But there are many times i wished i would perish,

People always think i am the happiest ever,

But they never realize i suffer a lot,

They don't believe me when i say i am sad,

In return they say, "are you mad?",

And believe me this is the truth,

And i have tasted life's sweet fruit,

for which i don't get to taste anything sweeter, 

I know you wont believe me,

But i just wanted to set my feelings free,

There is no other option for me,

Than to write a poem you see,

Inside me there rages a war,

Whose end seems to be very far,

I cant stay longer without you,

I don't know what i may later do,

Take me away from my sorrows and worries,

To a place of blossoms and cherries,

Because nobody can ever rescue me,

Except for you maybe,

Oh angel where are you?

I am waiting just for you!