Afraid

I’m not afraid of my dreams But I’m afraid of this road I Don’t want to lose somewhere Cause I want to come back to you…

To Soniya, my childhood friend

I’m not afraid of the bad dreams
But I’m afraid of the unknown

Seems it now, my desires seek the strange
perhaps they give me pleasure? I don’t know

I’m not afraid of the sorrow
But I’m afraid of the change
A part of me turned hollow
Don’t know how this I'd organize-arrange?

I’m not afraid of the darkness
But I’m afraid of the false hope

Suddenly a spark ignites of madness
And there's no way it I can cure

I’m not afraid of your departure
But I’m afraid of its ghostly echoes
No way to stop this torture
When my senses think of you

Peace of mind now apart from
I’ve ended up alone
now even afraid of dreaming
as in the act of parting

you’ve not been the one alone…

sh va

Author's Note

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Reviews

[¿]

Heart and mind brushed in the syrup of all memories!!
You may have conveyed everything in a beautiful elaboration as per your heart....but does she hears?! All upon you... if fate can make you hear her....as the parting away getting worsen for you,..
Nice read☺

[Deepak Belbase]

parting away is always worse. sometimes it happen for good and sometimes it happen when god decide to punish you...

[¿]

Punish me?! Hehe...You're right at yours!☺

[Deepak Belbase]

i mean it happen with everyone! I wasn't pointing out you ms.

[¿]

Mmm...hmm☺...happens* (sorry for being annoying)

[Deepak Belbase]

nevermind! ms

[Akki]

Your poem is really a good and I like it. but, you have to work more because there is almost nothing that I feel as a reader.

[Zoya]

The first two lines do sum it all up very well; though the fourth and fifth stanzas weren't really clear to me. A nice dedication nevertheless!