Depression - My best friend

When you feel it

You try to run away(But in your heart)

You still need it

Cause it makes you say

mean things to people

for whom you smile although inside you're angry

it makes you mad

when you really want to, without delusions 

Depression(my friend) makes me think 

Analytically about everything going inside my brain

So that I dont turn into a psychopath

Who loves to maul their victim into blood-rain

It makes me aware of myself

Who am I truly? 

It makes me see the real me

However vile may that personality be

It makes me not to trust others easily 

that is a bad thing you may say

But it also makes me happy about little things

Like the Spring in month of May

I love it, I totally love it 

It makes me develop my personality

Because it makes me think through subconscious too

formerly what was a mystery

And now it helps my heart too

Author's Note

please ignore some grammatical mistakes and spellings too. I tried this poem...I dont know even if it can be called a poem, but whatever work it is please review it.

Reviews

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It's not a poem...but more be said beautiful work and wonderful poem!
Indeed your depression is your best friend.....as it'll never leave you but gives some vacation sometimes.....
Cause the one who loves us never leaves us!!
It's good to nurture you flaws (depression).....can't say what if this friend changes it's avatar and be happiness one day!
Happy Writing😊