I am never gonna find you

What love feels like

Writing poems on my body with those lips
Creating little disasters and then catastrophes
The remains of your love sprawled across my neck
I had lost track of time
I didn't know if it was sunrise or was I waking up to a sunset
You were -
Like a tremor that begins the earthquake
A ripple in the sea
That first wave that hits your feet and you know your soul is cleansed
The sun on a cold winter morning
That first drop of rain that makes your heart do a little dance
The darkness that came after light
Coming back home after a long long day

You're so transparent
And yet I know nothing about you
I cried till my tears dissolved in the transparency
Yes,  you saw me, but acted oblivious
I fell short of words at the slightest glance of you
You were my whole world and yet I didn't exist in yours
Atleast once a month,  I had a bad thought, then a million mad thoughts about the bad thought
I came to a realization,
It doesn't cancel out.

You were more in my head, than in my life
I am living a lie
I'm never gonna find you

Reviews

[raj24]

All in head isn't it, some people, some thoughts, they keep on moving us along with them, sometimes like the depth of sea, sometimes like stars of the sky, we keep on following them, your words made me fell in love as lips begin to create the passion that was waiting to be touched, but then they took me back to reality, and everything thought became a lie, beautifully written n its nice to have you back here ..

[shruthi]

Thank you so much raj and its goof to be back as well