3/5/12A Chapter by Shradha R.C.Dear God, I thought you were always there with me. I called to you a thousand times every day, every night in the hope that you would send a sign but you never did. I don’t even know who I’m praying to anymore. I let my happiness get taken away by an unknown entity, but I wasn’t prepared to have Atul taken away too. What did I do so wrong that he was compelled to find someone else and walk the goddamn school hallways, where we would once playfully chase each other? It’s not even the humiliation that bothers me. It is the fact that people secretly think I deserve it. I thought that he’d be there with me till I got hold of myself, like the way he had promised he would when he first asked me out. Why didn’t he keep his promise? Why did he let go? Why can’t I rip my heart out and throw it away, instead of having to feel this intense ache inside my chest like something is going to burst?
© 2018 Shradha R.C.
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