Chapter 1..

Some things come in your life and just change the way you see everything suddenly, with no introductions or clues, they just pop up for no reason and eventually change you. Some may be good for you and change you to the better, and some may make you change to the worst version of yourself. But we can never control that at first due to the surprise that we got, but we must always handle things slowly and with care and take caution. We all have our ups and downs, whether if it was a self personality thing or something thats related to life and yourself or the people you love, but that does not mean we should give it up and throw it away in the trash. 

Now let me tell you what i have in mind. I have lots of things on my mind, and thats the main reason why i write and release my inner anger or feelings into this, because people will listen to you, but that doesn't mean that they completely care. Always put this in mind, yourself over many things in your life. Okay so back to what i was saying about what i have in mind, i do not want any judgements or anything negative that makes everyone have this image of me in their heads, especially that we all live in a society that makes you think thrice about everything you do in your daily life. Society controls us as humans. Its like this thing full of rules that guides us all in life, which is very uncomfortable especially that it affects us as human beings. Let me give you an example, where i'm from its rarely acceptable to talk to the opposite sex because when you do, it means that there must be a relationship between there. So apparently its how things are, fortunately lately its been socially acceptable to do so due to the people that are changing this and making it seem like its okay, WHICH IS TRUE! 

Anyways, i've said enough for now. Because there isn't a journal option on WC so i've decided to write this  'book' that i'm going to be posting about my feelings and stories that i have experienced in the past that have made me the person i am today. Some may be about people that i know and not about myself, we'll have to wait and see how things go for me. 

-Shoug