She Isn't like all the others

I wanted to take my audience into a world of perception, how woman now a days have to be beautified just to be excepted as being beautiful

She isn't like the others 

I assume she is different because of how she acts

But can acting be deceiving? 

What would someone like her be like if she isn't like the others?

Maybe her hair would be different 

or her eyes would be different 

possibly glistening like the moon rippling against the seashore

she has to be different I imagine that she is 

well mannered with a grin of beauty not like those

others whose grins would shame to look directly into their mouths

as though they had food stuck in between their teethes

NO..NO.. she has to be perfect not like any other

she just has to be or she will be just like everyone else

that is what they say 

that is what they want

ask me again what does she look like

my answer is not what you are expecting

my answers are a lie

she is not a dream

she is standing in front of me

she's not pretty

her eyes don't glisten

her hair isn't grand 

and she isn't...

let me walk away from this mirror

wipe my tears and never fill the river

I was told I could be anything I wanted to be

but why when I look at me I'm still looking at me

and not who I want to be

my hair is dull

my eyes are just plain black

and my smile, my smile isn't what I expect

who tells a girl she has to be thin 

who tells a girl she has to look tall

who tells a girl she has to be what the T.V wants her to be

tell me I'am I the one acting or is it you that acts so rude to me

yes, everyday I wake up and put a ton of make up on

its to cover up the natural look that scares everyone

yes, everyday I wear fake nails and fake eyelashes and fake hair

can you tell me who wants to see them without them on

 I sure you..not me

the guessing of what I look like when I awake is no surprise that

I don't like what I see, that is why I am pretending to be...

someone else that is acting as me