Lies

The very hurtful lies that make you question everything, with the piercing sting of betrayal.

Racing through me.

      Like cracked plaster.

 

Burst inside.

     My mind opens wide.

            My brain becomes pixeled

                               Grayish dots lifted and paused,

                              Suspended.

                              Frantically my heart searches

                              For reasoning that don’t hurt.

                              Shaken & Stirred unearthed feelings

                                    of hate capsulized by every doubt

                              Hold tight, dots connected (litebright).

              Momentarily I want to die.

              Instead I rage on you

                               With the cruelest things

         A crushing tide.

            Or fold in the lie.

                    Crying for the why.

                     That makes it alright.

                     This time needing the lie.