sorry

written out of nowhere. doesn't mean much, but it exists.

really unfortunate that i found myself here again
    you know i don't like being here
miss you
i miss you
    i think ?
maybe i don't
but i think i do.
    i know i shouldn't
and i wish i didn't
and i think i wouldn't if i talked to you
again.
hurts to think of it
   does it hurt for you, too?
or did you forget ?
        like you promised you wouldn't
sorry,
not true. never been true.

hey,
   you messaged me again
on anonymous, as if i wouldn't know it was you.
   it was you,
you talk the same as you did then.
   of course it was you.
why would you do such a thing ?
   reopen a wound, suffocate me ?
as if i didn't have anything left to mend
of course,
i know you didn't mean to.
   or maybe you did.
after all,
it was just a little chat.
sorry,
     can't think straight.
reminded of a painful memory.
i laugh,
   incredulously.

whose fault is that?

Reviews

[Inject Positivity]

I hear your voice speaking those words in a calm, painful voice... The pain you have expressed through your poem is one of the most devastating and heartbreaking pain one can ever witness... Thought provoking write...

Sincerely
Dhiman

[Esther]

all of your poems are so full of emotion please never stop writing