Tourture

I tourture myself with the memories of us,

Thinking of all the "what ifs"

All the things that could have happened..

Wrapping myself in the good times..

It only makes things harder on myself,

I know it does..

But I just am not ready to forget,

You were and always will be my first love.

Its a fair trade,

I was yours.

I can only pray though,

One day,

The tourture of you,

And the memories

Will just go...

Author's Note

Those realtionships that are impossible to forget so you keep thinking about them..however bad they make you feel...