Poem To The One I Once HadA Poem by sheisAmy
You took my heart away.
When you left me that day. I wanted you to stay. But you ran away so quickly. I thought that we will still be okay. That we can fix things and be happy. Go back to the way we used to be. Because I thought we are the ones that's meant to be. No text, no call, heard nothing at all. I was alone in the dark and tears started to fall. I was thinking you needed time to think. So I stayed and waited with the beer that I drink. Hoping that you'll still be back was so foolish. But this love I feel for you still won't vanish. I cry everyday because it's you that I miss. If I can only see you again and tell you this, Come back to me baby please. I long to see you and I miss your kiss. Can we go back to the day when we were so happy? Because all I wanted is for you to stay. Then one day I heard you are now with her. You looked happy and your face looked brighter. It seems like you have found the one. She now have you and I have none. I'm jealous with how you look at her. How you kiss her and touch her hair. How you open the door for her and pull the chair. You used to do that for me as I remember. I cried so hard like I can breathe no more. Went back to my room and shut the door. It was like my heart was torn into a million pieces. Stabbed with the thing called loneliness. Every day my heart is so heavy, because I still miss the things about you and me. But both of you are now happy, And it's sad that you can no longer be with me. I wish I can say I'm happy for both of you. You are good in loving her the way you always do. I wish its my hand that you still hold, The I love you's that can no longer be told. We are now apart and I still can't believe. That future I imagined can no longer be achieved. Where do I start, how do I begin? Will I even find myself again? I have no choice but to let you go. You now have her and there's nothing I can do. I hope my love for you will eventually fade. I will still remember the memories we made. I need to move forward so my life would be better. And there's no reason for me to be bitter. You loved me so much when we were together. But that love we had is not meant to last forever. I hope one day when we see each other, I'm already okay and more happier. But it's not going to be any sooner. Until then my love, please take care. © 2017 sheisAmyFeatured Review
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