Trapped Inside

Can you see my tears?

Because they ain't falling

Freezing in the slow breeze

With my insides mourning

I couldn't let go

With the emotions building in

Couldn't tell you how it feels

But the wrongness keeps tumbling

Have to keep control

Before the pain wins over reason

Gotta keep it all within

I'm too scared to tell any person

The darkness is creeping in
Devouring on what's left

Seeping ender my skin

Coz no hand was there to help me 

Too ashamed of the demons

Of the angst I drag around

Couldn't give clues of my condition

Because no one would understand

Can't share a part of my soul

Only to have it broken

Couldn't risk giving it all

When too little's left for my own

Author's Note

Ugly! But I suppose it's a rawness of it that had me posting. It's from a silent, painful debate I have with myself. Of the aches that you'd rather pull your hair out for just to make it go away.