Stuck In My Head

She is implanted in my mind
When my eyes close
Its her I see
In the silence of night
Its her voice I here
In the loneliness of my room
Its her presence I feel
She is everything around me
And everything inside me
But I have yet to reach out to her

I do not know what to do
If I push her away

I lose everything
I have everything to gain

I have everything to lose
Too afraid to lose
But too afraid to move
Here I am

I stand in limbo

Unsure

Insecure
Cold and Alone
What do I do