Unwanted.

This is why I end things.
They need to end.

I don't want to be "just friends".
Now that I'm hurt,
I just want you gone.
GONE.

Don't check up on my every few months.
Don't make sure I'm alive.

I don't want to hear about your shiny new girlfriend.
I don't want to hear the songs you write for her.

I never got a poem or a song.

I'm not jealous of her.
I just feel...
Like I wasn't good enough for you.
Unimportant.
Useless.
I feel...
Unwanted.

You told me you loved me.
Obviously you didn't.

I don't know why you insist on talking to me.
You always end up hurting me again.
And I wonder...
Does it hurt you too?

No.
I'm unwanted, remember?

Reviews

[Aimee Mahathy]

Wow, I know the feeling. :/ It's probably one of the worst in the world. Being so unbelievably hurt and knowing that, without a doubt, the other person thinks nothing of you at all. Not even the slightest bit of guilt. At least you have the comfort of knowing that you are far more human than that person. If we are hurt, we know we can feel. And being unfeeling, in the end, is far worse than being human. At least we can enjoy better feelings, like love.

[Collect-Eye]

you're obviously lamenting someone who wasn't that awesome
figure out the why's of it and you'll be able to let go
and it won't be easy but it's better than feeling sorry for yourself