UNLOVE SOMEONE SOMEDAY

I never can really love anyone anymore
I am averse to loving
You might want to ask
"Then why did you lie to me before?"
But i didn't lie,I really loved you back then
I used to feel so alive around you
Felt like i finally belonged to someone
And that i'd found meaning in my existence
The world didn't like me to be happy,though
I saw how people fake loving someone
Say and do things they don't mean
They say they love someone
Becuase they are too afraid to be alone
And to live alone
You only need bread and shelter
And not a mushy I-love_you letter
I would rather have the bread and shelter
As I am not afraid to be on my own
For that's how we all live
Everyone stranded on their islands as castaways
Trying to escape
But i love my island,so I'll live on it
That's why i stopped loving you
As i can't stomach co-dependence
And not because you never loved me back
Although that's what i told you....