Dark Past

Late at night, I resurrect a dark past

I torture my spirit, and make the horrors last

At this hour there is no one to help

Decaying in anguish until the torment develops

Purposely I become a nightmare in my own self

Quickly taken over and become someone else.

I recognize this sinister person

I'm the only one who knows the worst of him.

He wants me to destroy my life

To watch me suffer in his demonic delight

Sometimes it's impossible to see

The devil waiting up my sleeve.

I hear pain's calling

While love and hate are brawling.

My faith has turned into whatever I feel,

When misery dominates and agony becomes real

This vicious abuse, my souls corruption

Has isolated me in this sadistic dungeon.