Adapting the Habit FT. Blackmill (Evil Beauty)

my favorite techno song to some lyrics i wrote. i do not own anything by Blackmill, this song just calms me down when i think about my kidney disease.

(Evil Beauty By: Blackmill plays)

 

No one can understand,

No one can feel me.

Tightly I grip my hand,

Sporadically timing.

 

(Evil Beauty By: Blackmill plays)

 

This pain deep inside me,

There just is no hiding.

Gasping for a single breath,

I beg and I pray for death.

 

Solutions and choices,

Creeping with voices.

Nothing can stop this,

And no one can top it.

 

(Evil Beauty By: Blackmill plays)

 

Tears streaming I cry,

Voice cracking time fly.

Punching the walls and,

Wandering halls and,

Every single hospital.

Treats me so hostile.

 

Stand my ground,

no don’t go!

Hands beg and plead!

They think it is just for show,

This pain needs to leave!

Harder to push on,

But they all think its just a con!

 

(Evil Beauty By: Blackmill plays)

 

Cant fight this no more,

My body's just so sore,

Sick from the anger,

Driving my madness.

Placed in this danger,

Adapting the habit.

 

(Evil Beauty By: Blackmill plays)

 

Author's Note

my favorite techno song to some lyrics i wrote. i do not own anything by Blackmill, this song just calms me down when i think about my kidney disease. i feel like doctors are giving me the run around at every turn... i am in almost constant pain and sometimes just want to give up. the song my Blackmill entitled "Evil Beauty" is a Dub step song with few lyrics, but the beat and the repetitive lyric saying 'I know, I know' helps me when i and sad, i don't know why. this is kind of a thanks to Blackmill for creating their music and being original with a genre that is demonized for being overly repetitive. so thanks blackmill!!

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Nice flow of thoughts leading the reader to a good ending. Always a pleasure to read your word. Thank you for the poetry and the song.
Coyote