Struggle

March 25, 2012

I’m losing my sight, starting to become blind

What I used to think was wrong, I’m starting to fight for

Drowning when I’m thinking, how much more if I’m looking

The unexpected present, unwantingly wanted present

Disappointments come, and come they did

Like pelting rain in my heart buried

I kneel again, recovery ne’er full

I stumble again, just like a fool

When will I ever set my eyes straight

To walk in a path that isn’t astray

My stubborn heart, my stubborn mind

Giving up, giving in to this rollercoaster ride

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