Smoke

I am not smoking -

officially. 

Only casually. 

But today I smoked all I had. 

My favourite is a sweet cherry cigar 

from King Edward. 

But today I choose vanilla with a wooden tip - 

Did not like it. 

It is not about smoking - 

mostly, 

All that is - is the process of lighting

and inhaling the smoke and 

feeding nightmares around you. 

Sometimes even that small things 

can make you happy.

Even that little is enough. 

And empty bootles around.