Waiting (Evening)

Always feeling way too much,

Don't know what to do with it. 

Bottle it up and I suffer more,

Let it out and I feel like a freak.

Stuck in a life I do not want,

Can I change now that it's so late?

Alcohol is my only relief,

Drowning out the chaos. 

Tumult of a million lives,

Haunts my soul's existence. 

Seeing things one should not see,

Knowing what should be left alone. 

A psyche full of inhumanity,

Waiting for the world to shift.